Sometimes being out of control is beautiful.

I don't have the beauty of a model. Mirrors sometimes make me sick. But I know one thing i'm not going to do: i'm not going to bend over backwards to be what I'm not. I won't try to become what the world's ideal is right now. I will not hate myself for not being perfect.

Journal topic number one: Describe the nicest things anyone has ever said about you.

My best friends tell me I’m beautiful, but that’s their job, so they’ll say it regardless.

I think some of the nicest things are from the most unexpected people. People saying that they’ll never leave your side (though, they probably eventually will) it’s a nice feeling, to feel secure with people.

One time, someone I used to be close with told me that after hearing about a past experience I went through, they’d never leave me, unless I wanted them to.

It was one of the most secure feelings; hearing that. I felt cared about.

Even though, I didn’t want that person to leave me, they did. It’s only understandable. Anyway, that’s one of the first things that comes to mind when I think of nice things people have said about me. It’s really nothing huge.